pit bulls on pot

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27 February 2006

reunion blues [3]

DOUG sits in the gleaming white vinyl cannabis growing chamber and continues his tortured monologue.

DOUG:

I guess one of the most embarassing things for me is thinking about the way I got to TCU and embraced the by-then sentimentalized Beatnik poet lifestyle of the late 1950s - taking drugs, taking road trips, talking talking talking topics both nonsensical and profound and everywhere on the spectrum in between, but I didn't do much writing, only a few poems scribbled that year (among them, a handful that I, amazingly, turned in to my English teacher instead of the essays she asked us to write, and, even more amazingly, couldn't comprehend why she gave me a D for the semester.) Nor did I manage to keep a journal that year - in fact, several years passed before I realized that I could keep a journal and write in it everyday, recording my thoughts, feelings, dreams, observations of the passing scene, ideas for creative projects, rough drafts of stories and poems. Not much of a writer, judging from my production. O but the flame was burning inside, and I'm sorry I didn't learn how to use it, where to channel it, instead I believe that I sought simultaneously to extinguish that blaze and kindle it anew, with frantic applications of alcohol, acid, attitude. Had I been willing to listen and engage, did I have a teacher at TCU who could have showed me what to do?

Thirty-six years later, here I sit, still struggling to write the books that I envisioned writing when I got to college and realized I had things happening inside of me that I could write down and shape into poems and stories and maybe just maybe even a novel, and realizing that this could be my life's work, and I'm still struggling to overcome the bad habits that I developed back when I could have been establishing a solid creative practice just by scribbling a page or two a day. That's what kills me - not the pose or the partying, but the lack of production, and the hypocrisy of adopting the writer's life-style without doing the actual writing.

And I did pretty much the same damn thing during my college junior year abroad in France, lived a lot and wrote very little, although I did keep a journal, only it got lost several years later, in 1980, stolen along with my leather bag, several hundred dollars cash earnings from my Humboldt County pot processing gig, and an ounce of sinsemilla, from beneath my seat in the Parkways movie theater in East Oakland, on the eve of my intended trip to Lafayette, Louisiana to re-connect with a childhood sweetheart. I cancelled the trip, stayed in the Bay Area, and the rest is history, as they say.

I may even have been watching Woodstock, with old UCB classmate (and fellow veteran of Prof. Todd Willly’s revelatory Rhetoric of the Novel course) Peter Smith, in fact: robbed while in the act of sentimentalizing our generation’s collective past.

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Why Pit Bulls on Pot? An urban legend in the making

Pit bulls to be tested for marijuana
By Carolyn Starks, Chicago Tribune, 15 November 2005

Toxicology tests are being done on the bodies of three pit bulls shot after they mauled two children and four adults to determine if the dogs ingested marijuana found inside their owner's home, authorities said Tuesday.

The dogs' owner, Scott Sword, 41, of the 6600 block of Hawthorne Drive near Cary, has been charged with felony possession of marijuana and misdemeanor production of marijuana plants, said McHenry County Sheriff Keith Nygren.

On Nov. 5 police handling the dog attack found five harvested marijuana plants growing in Sword's back-yard garden and more than 30 grams of marijuana in his home,Nygren said.

The dogs, which were killed by police, were sent to a veterinary laboratory at the University of Wisconsin-Madison, where they are being tested for drugs, specifically marijuana, said Edin Mehanovic, the county's animal control administrator.

If the dogs ate marijuana, police want to know if it may have contributed to their vicious behavior.

"Dogs usually don't show aggression if they ingest marijuana, but this is a substance that could potentially have that effect," said Mehanovic, a veterinarian. "I personally think the dogs' behavior has nothing to do with marijuana. In a toxicology lab we will eliminate that."

The children, Nick Foley and Jourdan Lamarre, both 10, were going door-to-door for a Girl Scout fundraiser when the pit bulls got out of Sword's home and attacked them.

Sword had his front door propped open, which allowed the dogs to escape, Nygren said. Four adults, including Sword, were attacked when they tried to help the children.

Nick remains at Advocate Lutheran General Hospital in Park Ridge, where his condition was upgraded Tuesday from critical to serious, according to a hospital spokeswoman. Jourdan was released from the hospital Thursday.

Sword, who lost a thumb in the attack, remains hospitalized, according to police, who declined to say where. He will be arrested on the drug charges when he is released, police said.

Sword has not been charged in the pit bull attacks, officials said.

Meanwhile, the county's new Dangerous and Vicious Dog Task Force is scheduled to meet Wednesday morning to discuss strengthening state and local laws in the attack's aftermath.

"Some people are saying pit bulls should be banned, but in a practical way that is hard to do," said McHenry County Board Chairman Ken Koehler. "Others will say go after the owners, but the laws just aren't tough enough to really do anything."

Silvia Simmons, owner of A and S Rescue, a pit bull rescue organization near Cary, said she hopes county leaders will realize that children need to be protected from all dogs, not just a specific breed.

"We are not against people who are saying we need to make ourselves safe from pit bulls," she said. "Our children need to be safe regardless of what the next scary dog is."

The American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals is working with Illinois legislators to amend a 2003 law that enabled prosecutors to charge dog owners with felonies if their dogs attacked after previously being identified as dangerous.

The law was passed after Ryan Armstrong, then 7, was attacked by a neighbor's Rottweiler near his home in unincorporated Cook County in 2001. The boy recovered, but his father, Jeff, continues to fight for tougher laws to prevent dog attacks.

"The thing is, people have to report vicious behavior in animals," Armstrong said. "Forget about trying to be the nice neighbor."

The ASPCA hopes the law can be amended so an owner could face felony charges even if the dog did not have a history of aggression, said Ledy VanKavage, an attorney with the organization.

The three dogs involved in the Cary-area attack had no history of biting.

VanKavage said 70 percent of dog-bite cases nationwide come from dogs that have not been spayed or neutered.

"We're proposing that any time an unaltered dog is allowed to run at large knowingly and it causes serious physical injury, it would be a felony," VanKavage said.

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